Year 2011 Day 143 May 23: Emiko on the Energy of Blame

 

Day 143 Date: Monday May 23, 2011 

Beginning Comments:

            This is another gentle reminder for those in the Loveland area that I will be at the Mandolin Café  in downtown Loveland Tuesday night May 24th between 4:30 and 6:30.

          I am still offering the choice of mini tropical/sidereal astrology readings and Destiny card forecasts, but am looking to switch to Destiny Card forecasts only sometime before fall.

            Now, on Saturday night I had a disturbing dream.  In it, I met a black woman covered in a see-thru plastic raincoat in a place that looked like a farm. She was standing somewhere near a barn which looked somewhat like a barn converted into dormitory rooms at a camp I attended as a kid.

            For some reason, the woman would not let me leave.  There was a big truck, painted in camouflage colors, which would give me a ride, but the big truck was spinning its wheels and couldn’t move.

            I felt frightened and helpless.

            Finally, I was able to break free into some other dreaming reality, but the woman followed me there and was still trying to keep me from going anywhere.

            Only when I screamed at her, “Get out of here!”  did she disappear.

            I suspect the yell touched physical reality  because I heard Don murmur right after I screamed.

            His murmur felt like a lifeline back to physical reality, so I suspect that I was pretty far out somewhere.

            During the day, I had the niggling feeling that I had run into the Angel of Death, in one of its many forms.

            As I began to write down the dream, I began to realize I was mistaken. 

            I don’t think the woman represented physical death as much as death of creativity – that the figure was my dark thoughts, etc., which keep my hidden drives (truck in camouflage) from being able to move.

            As I am combating that very thing at the moment, I am not surprised that I manifested dream symbols relating to this issue.

            Considering that I did not cower in front of this woman, but ordered her away suggests that I am not yet reading to throw in the towel.

            I am writing this before I go to bed on Sunday night, so  at this point,  I am going to hold off  the energy shift until Morning, and see what my dream state gives me in the upcoming sleep cycle:

Beginning Time:  MDT  5/23/2011 10:27:53 A.M.  Location: Loveland, Co

Energy Shift:

"Ashunayetya!

            Today,  I am sitting outside the medical center on Focus Level 27,  facing Emiko.

            It is a beautiful day, and I am enjoying the spring like weather there  as much as I am the company of Emiko.

            For a few minutes, neither of us converse, but both ‘soul watch’ the entities – some in human form and some as energy – wander through the park.

            Some of them even are walking their transitioned pets.

            Emiko and I chitchat a little before we start addressing my dream.

            “The dark lady in your dream represents blame in all its forms – not only who you blame, but also self blame and who blames you.

            Do not feel less of yourself for this – there are few living in physical reality who can escape blame, at one level or another.

            Learning to live blame free is a process which will likely take lifetimes to cultivate and will also need a healthier belief system of the mass consciousness; this, of course, has not  yet developed, but the seeds are present.

            This does not mean that you, or anyone else, cannot make great strides in cutting down your blame, which actually inhibits movement (symbolized by the truck) and which hides itself (symbolized by the camouflage color).

            There is a growing population on your planet which has shed a significant amount of the blames and can therefore create more freely.

            You already know that blame (along with its two companions of shame and guilt) inhibit the consciousness process.

            Blame, however, is sometimes the hardest to see, particularly as it can be a habit of the self-talk process.

            It also can be very tricky.  It can be difficult sometimes for someone to take ‘responsibility’ for one’s actions without also assigning blame – either to self or someone else.

            Conscious responsibility, however, is not about blame.

            This is a lesson with which most on your planet struggle.

            As this is a lesson which you are writing for others beyond self, I am not about to cite your personal examples.

            Suffice to say that you, personally, are on the verge of letting go of certain levels of blame and that is likely to free up some of the energy you have tied to it and perhaps will assist in improving your health.

            Emiko rises, we hug and as she vanishes I linger momentarily in the peace and serenity.

Ashunayetya!

                     Dori"

Ending Time:   MDT 10:47:01 A.M.

Ending Comments:  

            I woke up this morning with the understanding that the woman in my dream symbolized blame, and that I could have made my blog into a rote.

            Instead,  I decided to call on Emiko and ask her to speak because I felt that the information might be more impactful from my healing guide than from one of my brain ‘downloads’.

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